Saturday, October 31, 2015

Writing Sample Saturday - Re-Release of Blackbird Flies!

Hello! Long time, no write!

I apologize for that. Our family has been going through a lot over here so I haven't had the time to keep up with my blogging, but that's going to change.

My special needs kidlets have been going through a great deal. Jaimie started Junior High this year (can you BELIEVE that??) and Xander Grade Four. I have already found him rocking and comforting himself in the school library because those around him don't know how to help him. But that's another blog post...

Today is about positiveness. My first young adult novel, Blackbird Flies, is being newly released, with new chapters and cover. (The cover here is the old one. I'll reveal the new one very soon!)

I am VERY excited about it and hope that those of you who have read it will appreciate the new version. I am attempting a romance twist. New for me. lol

Today, I am sharing the beginning chapter to give you a taste and I'll be sharing more as we go along.

For those of you who know my work the most, you know that this is a story close to my heart. And I hope to re-vamp it to make it more...'beautiful'.

Enjoy this excerpt and I'll talk to you tomorrow.

A train whistle echoed into the frigid night. By 3:00 a.m., most of the passengers had been lulled to sleep by the swaying of the steel wheels slicing through the snow. Not everyone was enticed to sleep as easily.
Fifteen-year old Payton MacGregor stared out his window. He pressed his forehead against the frost-fogged glass then attempted to stretch out his legs—man, it was like trying to get a giraffe comfortable in a station wagon! Designers of passenger train cars must have gone to the same engineering school as airplane designers: all passengers should be able to fold themselves into the two-foot space between rows of seats.
Payton twisted around until he finally settled into sitting with his legs bent up, his shins leaning against the seat in front of him, and keeping his head against the window.
Excellent, he thought. By the time the train stops in Edmonton, I’ll be numb from butt to ears.
He squinted out into the darkness, then closed his eyes, his head vibrating against the window. John Lennon crooned through his iPod headphones about someone named Julia. Who was the song about again? His mother? A girlfriend?

When I cannot sing my heart…I can only speak my mind, Ju-u-u-ulia…

Payton laughed. Speaking his mind was what got him on the train in the first place. All his life he tried singing his heart, but nobody listened. When he finally spoke his mind, he got into trouble. Well…not trouble exactly.
His grandparents had decided the week before that it was time for him to ship off and meet his father—a man who’d run off to join the army and left Payton with his alcoholic, bipolar mother. Not a phone call or a letter or a “How the heck are ya, son?” Just…gone.
“Yeah…that’s a guy I’d love to get to know.” Payton had said, picking a hangnail on his thumb.
Grandma’s fork froze at her lips. “There’s no need for sarcasm, young man. Especially not at the dinner table.”
Payton rolled his eyes. “Grandmother, you told me what a jerk Dad was and how he ran out on me and Mom. Why would I want to go and ‘get to know him’ now?”
“Because he’s your father.” Grandpa had said around a mouthful of roast beef. “And mind your tone. You’ll respect your elders.”
“Yes sir.” Payton said, softening his tone. “But why? Where was he when Mom went manic and left me? Where was he when she drank and took off?”
His grandparents had stopped eating and looked at each other. Grandpa reached over his plate and squeezed Payton’s shoulder. “We just think it’s time for you to know both sides of who you are.”
 “I have no interest in getting to know yet another person who never wanted me.” Payton had said.
Grandpa fiddled with his knife. “He wanted you, son. But he should be the one to talk to ya about it. Grandma and me think the only way you’ll become who you’re supposed to be is to see where you came from.”
Payton’s eyes rimmed with tears, but he wouldn’t let any fall. “What if I refuse to go?”
Grandpa picked his fork back up, and continued eating. “You’re going. We already got your train ticket. We’ll take you to the station on Friday, and your dad will meet you in Edmonton on Sunday. End of discussion.”
Payton stared into the living room. “What about my music? Does he at least have a piano?”
Grandma gripped Payton’s forearm. “You have to give him a chance, Pay. You need to do this. You shouldn’t be so negative and pessimistic so young.”
So, the teenager was packed up, carted to the train station, hugged and shoved onto the train. Just like that. Music…the only gift his mother ever gave him…music always helped him…
A train conductor grabbed Payton’s shoulder, startling him out of his daydream. He couldn’t feel his legs anymore.

“S’cuz me, young man. Edmonton’s comin’ up. Best get ready.”

Payton nodded with a weak smile. He rubbed the frozen numbness out of his forehead. He put his MP3 player back into his canvas carry-on bag.

He descended the staircase off the train, almost whacking his head on the metal doorframe, then shuffled out onto the platform. There were squeals of excitement as people greeted one another. People hugged, some crying tears of happiness, and he searched, wide-eyed, for a Dad-person whose eyes were the same as his.

His heart pounded. Then somewhere from the crowd he heard his name.

“Payton! Payton! Over here!”

He turned to see him. “Dad”. Waving from the other side of the crowd. Payton guessed his father had to be at least his own height, six foot two, because they both had a full-head height advantage over most of the other people on the platform. His father lowered his arms behind his back and stood in an ‘At Ease’ military stance. Payton squinted at the man’s wire-rimmed glasses—with Coke-bottle lenses—from behind his own. They had the same dark blue eyes, similar pale skin tone, dark hair, buzzed short (only “Dad’s” was salted with gray) and identical big red-tinged noses.

How weird to look so much like someone you hardly know, Payton thought, repressing a shiver.

“Dad” rubbed his lips together, his bushy moustache sweeping against his lower lip. Payton froze.
His body wouldn’t allow him to move forward. He stood there—with crowds of squealing, hugging, crying people—as his father did the same. How does a person greet someone he hasn’t seen his entire life but, oddly, for whom he’s also secretly longed to meet?

His father moved toward him, slow shuffle, then stood in front of him.

“Let’s start this way,” he said, sticking out his hand. “My name is Liam.”

Payton stared at Liam’s hand, chewing the inside of his lip. Then he shoved his hand into the rough, meaty palm and said, “Payton.”

After a firm handshake, he pulled his hand back. Liam picked the bag up containing all of his son’s precious possessions and flipped it over his shoulder.


“Not really.” Payton said. “But I could use a good, strong cuppa coffee.”

Liam smiled. “I didn’t sleep much either. Let’s go to Tim Horton’s on the way back.”

Payton watched as Liam did a casual quick march towards the end of the platform. The people around him still hugged and cried.

“You can tell a lot about a man from his handshake,” Grandpa had said often. Payton pulled the hood of his sweatshirt over his head, and stuffed his hands deep inside the kangaroo pocket. He shuffled down the platform at a comfortable distance behind Liam.

Handshakes are a good place to start.

For now.

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